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I am the worst student in the freakin' world.

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 10, 2009, 2:55 AM


Honestly, I'm not that inclined for studying. I've only got Art and Drama to go, and I'm fairly well-immersed in those subjects, but...
... yeah. The past few days I've been doing little more than watching YouTube videos and wrestling with Team Fortress 2 related plotbunnies even though I have never played the freaking game. It's simmering down now, though - fandoms nowadays tend to pass me by within weeks.

I'm really not that social online, am I?

Not much different than real life, at the moment. Everyone's so busy - but at the very least, I managed to hang out with some mates of mine after a freakin' month of hardly seeing 'em. (Sydneysiders, go see Sculpture By The Sea. It's awesome.)

And I want to start drawing again. I've had an enormous artist's block - getting impatient with my drawings, altering my character designs a tad... I was more artistic when I was actually in school. And doodling in class.

After HSC's over, I'm gonna get a job. I need a hill to climb, so that I'll actually look forward to drawing again. It's getting kinda frustrating - I wanna get better, and the only way to do that is keep drawing, and at the moment it's kinda like pulling out teeth. Haven't felt that way in years. Ah, well. It'll pass. Or I'll push myself a little harder. I need to quit being such a vegetable.

*Stretches* But, wahey - I'll be completely done with school until my results come back to bite me in the ass.

I just gotta hold out until the 12th...

Two more days...

Two more days...








  • Mood: Dazed
  • Listening to: Propane Nightmares - Pendulum
  • Reading: Art Exam HSC Notes
  • Playing: Half Life 2 Episode 1

Wa-hey...

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 26, 2009, 6:39 AM


... We're in business!

Well, my birthday was back on the distant date of the 24th of October, 2009. Hence I am eighteen - which would be a bigger deal if I wanted to drink and club all night, but I'm happy where my butt's planted.

And one of my presents included a shiny new asterisk right next to my name. :B

Anyway, stayed up for a while modifying a CSS skin for the journal. It's bloody hard. I've been editing this skin (provided by the lovely :iconkatmomma: ) for three hours, now... and I think I'll leave it be, for now. So much coding, and imaging, and bleargh. >_<

Life update! Insignificant, yes, but...

I'm halfway through my HSC exams. I've just hit a point in which I have eleven days until my last three. So I might take it easy for a few days before diving into Italian - (Forse bisogno un po di aiuto...). Afterwards, five-day-gap, and then I have Visual Arts and Drama.

And then, uh... that's it. o_o

I'm continuing my education next year - I got accepted in a private college, provided I have an ATAR of 65 and Band 3 in English (lookitalltheseAussietestterrrrms), and I'm doing a Bachelor of Arts, majoring in animation - mostly 3D.

So, yeah. I wonder what that'll bring? ;)

Hope things are going well. Take care, guys.






  • Mood: Terror
  • Listening to: A random late-night cops show in the background
  • Playing: Half Life 2

"HSC EXAMS ARE TODAY, KIDDOES." :B

Tue Oct 20, 2009, 12:10 PM
  • Mood: Terror
  • Listening to: My heart thudding.
  • Reading: Last-minute notes.
  • Watching: My life flash before my eyes.
  • Playing: Half Life 2 - I mean, NOTHING.
...

...

... what...?





Good luck to all Aussie students in this current unfortunate predicament.

Everyone else, please wish us well. D:

Thank you.


Should ah stay or should ah go?

Sat Sep 19, 2009, 11:29 PM
  • Mood: Screwed
  • Listening to: Jai Ho - Slumdog Millionare
  • Playing: Final Fantasy X
I'm this close to moving accounts. I know that seems a tad abrupt, but the faves on my Sonic stuff continually seem to take over my message box. And, well... I know there are a few people who are interested in what I'm trying to do, but at the same time, I'm pressured by people to do some more Sonic fanfiction.

Things change.

I've got two weeks of school left, after which will be exams. And I'm not sure how I'm gonna do, exactly. It's not easy having stuff in my brain I'd rather not deal with - I need to do some soul searching without the angst.

Can't be helped. I can't just delete a whole bunch of Sonic stuff off my account, that'd piss people off a bit. ^^;

Don't know if this is the right thing to do, though.

What do you suggest?

EDIT : Fuhgeddaboutit. I'll just hang. :)

Let's summarize my life in 6 points!

Sun Aug 23, 2009, 6:01 AM
  • Mood: Stumped
  • Listening to: The Device Has Been Modified - Victims of Science
  • Playing: PORTAL
  • Eating: Bubble gum
  • Drinking: Water
1) Finished my Trial HSC. Going onto the real thing, now.

2) Dealing with mental issues.

3) My friends and family are awesome.

4) I'm trying to improve my general drawing skills, straight lines, landscapes and robots in particular.

5) I've fallen in love with Portal and a couple of other of Valve's games.

6) Project "SYNAPSE"'s storyline is going through reworking and the like. I'll concrete it and start posting up pages probably during or after my HSC.

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Okay, be honest. What do you want to see on this account? 

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6 deviants said Do whatever. I'm not the boss of you.
32%
6 deviants said SONIC, BITCH.
16%
3 deviants said I'd like to see that SYNAPSE thing take off. You've been dwelling on it for a while.
11%
2 deviants said Something completely different. :/
11%
2 deviants said One of your stories. JUST DO IT.
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No deviants said I wanna see more of this. (Links to specific picture)

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That is a fantastic journal skin Sophu! Cool coolies!
Mon Oct 26, 2009, 7:14 PM

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